Finding Me

I am patiently waiting for the doctor to call me getting the Sleeve Surgery

http://surgery.about.com/od/proceduresaz/a/VSGWLSSurgery.htm

I have been reading up on it and I think it is for me. I am so tired of being sick and tired and I know it stems from my weight and also having RA. 

Hubby and I have been doing smoothies and they make me feel better and tons of energy but seem to always want junk food and sweets. Why, oh why do I have to be addicted to food. 

Life has got to get easier. I just turned 54 in Feb. and I want to fit into my Mother In Laws wedding dress when I renew my vows next year. 10 years but we have been in each others lives since we were 6 years old.

I am really thinking of giving up my blog and reading of others but I sometimes like to see what is happening other then just in Facebook. Decisions, decisions.